The Truth

Yesterday I was sitting in my office hour right now. I had to close the door because I made the mistake of listening to Kelly Clarkson’s “Behind These Hazel Eyes.” I broke out weekpings.

I broke out weeping. I heard it somewhere yesterday and hunted it down on YouTube to give it a closer listen.

How it speaks to me is that in a perhaps not so deep part of me, this is how I feel. I have a broken heart. But right now I am just going through the motions of life. My outward appearances are just a sham. FB shit.
I think perhaps when I finally admit to and face the truth of my marriage and all that has happened that maybe I can start to heal, if I live that long.
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin’ could go wrong
Now I can’t breathe
No, I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny it, can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

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